5.5.09

Surreal

Gunmen in Turkey Kill 44 at Wedding

ISTANBUL, Turkey — In a gruesome massacre, more than 40 people, including many women and children, were killed late Monday when masked assailants attacked a wedding party in southeastern Turkey, the semi-official Anatolian News Agency reported. (Source here)

Immediately, the scene from "Kill Bill" struck my mind. The wedding massacre. And I thought gruesome untrue-some scenes like that only happen in the big screen. What the hell is wrong with the world? And here we are worrying about the Influenza A outbreak, where the global death toll is nowhere near this single bloody massacre. So fuck the flu. H1N1 is officially overrated. We are too busy inflicting deaths on ourselves. Huh what epidemic?

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Yesterday was the longest day of my life.

I had a head-splitting throb in my head the other night. Yeah it was in my head. The pain was so bad that it was as though there was a little head-mutilating elf slashing inside my head, strumming my pain with his fingers, killing me softly with each slash..killing me softly WTF.
I was literally writhing on my bed in mind-blowing pain. It was excruciating till the point that It made me hell nausea and I was vomitting yellow like liquid ( brain-juice wtf) I thought I was gonna die T__T

I was ready to lie on my bed pathetically and wait for the death hour wtf weak while some angel will descend from a beam of glorious light and welcome me with open arms wtf delusional ( or burning flames to consume me from the ground = hell T_T ) Then suddenly my sister made a detour and chose not to go to work and bring me to a neurologist T_________T DAMN KAO EXPENSIVE OK. I kept refusing but she kept insisting haih what did I do in my past life to deserve sucha great sister. (Eh dad u're not reading this right damn paiseh wtf) I was supposed to get a MRI Scan (DAMN COOL RIGHT I FEEL LIKE IM IN THE SHOW HOUSE ONLY) but it cost a whopping 700 bucks. WTF RIGHT???!?! Being the k.i.e (kiam in everything wtf) of course I opted to skip the scan and see what will the medication do for me first.

Sigh, let's just hope theres no monster looking tumour (CHOI DAI GE LAI SI) in ed's brain. In the meantime, ed shall compensate for the neurologist consult (which was crazy expensive as well )with his 1st attachment paycheck ok maybe half lah the other half i wanna buy ipod wtf damn kiamsiap hahahahaha.

I can't thank my sis enough.

p.s something else "smashing" happened as well that made up the long long day that is yesterday, not gonna get into that. Let's just say I'll see you guys in hell wtf.

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