Retrospect

fucken love this word, retrospect. It always makes me think of a spectrum of retro waves wtf ya it makes no sense.

I think I need to do a obligatory post to sum up the happenings of 2009. or rather, the not-so-happenings kua kua kua. You know what, this sounds stupid brainless but I feel that if I don't do this shit, all the shit from 2009 will continue to haunt me. Imagine shit crawling out from my tv set and strangling me with my own pubic hair WTF. That's right, so here goes.

Actually, I'm doing this so I will know where I screwed up the most and (here comes the cheesy part) re-evaluate myself on where life takes me, be grateful for everything the year has gave me, clean up my own shit and start all over again. Ya you can stop reading now, big snoozefest ahead.

2009 has been quite a shitty year. I got stucked at poly for another sem, I worked with a douchebag during intern, and I graduated with no ceremonies or whatsoever. I don't really give a damn about that but again what parents wouldn't wanna attend their son's own graduation ceremony... pass me the tissue will ya wtf. In retrospect, these shitty stuff led me to some of the greatest people I've ever met and I'm just so grateful for them. There's Chuk Wah who introduced all the awesome freelance job opportunities; called me for an full hour just to explain the job scope and her working experience. I know you won't even be reading this but I can't thank you enough. Tung, who helped me accomplished my biggest life long dream...to swim WTF. Now, I can swim without life jackets and I can dive deep below the dark waters. Actually I could dive below dark waters previously already, but now the new technique I've acquired is that I can emerge up the surface for air. Momma, I'm alive wtf! Your momma's so fat that she jumped into the sea, thinking it was a swimming pool. HA.HA.

So yup, I think I've found the conclusion to my big retrospect awareness story. BE GRATEFUL. Grateful for waking up everyday. Grateful for the people around you. Grateful for the shitty thing that happened to you that led you to something amazing. Grateful for yourself. Grateful for life. Cause life doesn't owe you anything, so do something about it. Stop whining and start creating.