Change

You know there's always this scene in movies, where the dude is withdrawing bucks from the ATM when the fucking screen shows

"Insufficient fund"

He then slaps his forehead and kicks the damn machine. Woah, sibei action.

Yeah, I'm literally that dude now, minus the kickass action movie, and only it's the real world I'm living in.

It's uber-duber frustrating when you're broke like fuck at this time of the year. Freakin festive seasons and birthdays all slapping my face all at once. And when your social-circle are in the faraway land from insufficient predicament, it only gets worst.

You don't know what to feel; inferior or indifferent. Inferior is when money suddenly turns into a big factor for almost every single fucking thing while indifferent mostly just to put up a strong front. But it's xmas for christ's sake, everyone should be splurging without any jolly hell worries dammit!! Despite all the monetary shit, weird enough this year I really feel christmas.

I believe everything happens for a reason. Maybe this year, it is gonna be a "brokey" Christmas but you'll never know cause... SANTA CLAUSE IS COMINGGGG TO TOWNNNNNN L(~_~)L.
He bloody better be throwing gold bars into my house.

Everything needs change, change leads to freshness, and when you experience fresh, then there lies the shining beacon of hope.

True wealth is not of the pocket, but in your heart.

Merry Christmas, everyone.